I think you're in a sad state of affairs when you put on some porn and end up crying before finishing the deed. I can't stand to see girls naked; seeing someone having everything I want, while it's almost an impossiblity for me. Beautiful shmutiful, I don't know how he sees this at all in me. It's almost laughable, really, how much I destroy myself. Crazy thing is, he's telling the truth. I'm just not able to see it.
Another self-hate trip
2:27 a.m.//01.17.05
Mood: Everything feels bleak
Seratonin levels: Way off
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